What am I suppose to do now?

Reveal to me this ugly thing -
I'm rusted metal by your head
It's gotten out of hand again -
nobody sees it, but I can
You thought of everything, I bet -
but did you think that I might die?
I haven't really smiled in
I don't know how long, you know
Something's gonna give again,
something's gonna give again!

I tried to fight, but did you listen?
Even after you're gone, man, I'm finished
I could never be your god,
But then I don't even think I want the job anymore.

Say something, anything to me -
I do believe, but I have doubts.
So many reasons to hold on -
conflicting interest, isn't it?
I guess I'm better off in the end,
cuz you were always there to blame
I haven't felt so bad in
I don't know how long, you know.
I can't get away again -
I can't get away again.

I tried to fight, but did you listen?
Even after you're gone, man, I'm finished
I could never be your god
but then I don't even think I want the job, you see
I tried to fight, but did you listen?
Even after you're gone, man, I'm finished
I could never be your god
And I don't even think I want the job, anymore.

What am I supposed to do now?
How am I supposed to live now?

All I ever did was try,
but the story ends,
so I guess I'll have to die.
Where am I supposed to go now?

Go ahead, and go away
Go away!

What am I supposed to do now?
How am I supposed to live now?
All I ever did was try,
but the story ends,
so I guess I'll have to die
What am I supposed to do now?
How am I supposed to live now?
What am I supposed to do now?!
(What am I supposed to do now?!)
How am I supposed to live now?!
(How am I supposed to live now?!)

How am I supposed to live?
How am I supposed to live?
How am I supposed to live?
How am I supposed to..?