I wish I knew you when I was a kid
Looking back I felt so alone with this shit
If they would test my courage you’d encourage me not
not to lose myself and all I’ve got
I’d try to kill you in the playground
and you’d let me cause you love how
everything makes sense when I put my hands on you
I would have loved you then just like I do
I’d love all of you just like I do
I still feel starstruck when you come in the room
I never thought I would find someone like you
If I’d ever lose you I would wanna clear my head
cause a spotless mind is what I’d need for a life without you
You would have hated me as a teen
as much as I hate myself at 23
I can’t help but wonder if you’d helped me anyway
that’s just who you are - better than all of them
I still feel starstruck when you come in the room
I never thought I would find someone like you
If I’d ever lose you I would wanna clear my head
cause a spotless mind is what I’d need for a life without you