After Forever
After Forever - Blind Pain Dutch translation lyrics
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Blind Pain
Alles blijft steeds erger worden De verschrikking thuis, de ontzetting op school Ik moet niet rekenen op veel steun Ik ben nog steeds buitengesloten; het is aan mij Hoe moet ik het pesten en de pijn onder ogen zien Haat, één ding dat we gemeen hebben Speel jullie spel Versla me, doe me pijn Een fysieke bevrijding van geestelijke pijn Laat me niet op jullie manier exploderen Dit is een ketting van marteling Een lijn van pijn, Geen andere manier om te laten zien wat je voelt Dit is de rebel in haar, de kwelling van hem, het ontbreken van hulp, de zorg van de moeder Woede, het brandt om ons heen Blinde pijn Zo is het misbruik slechts zwakheid Het voelt meer als een schreeuw van nood, een handeling van onvermogen voel de bedreiging Voel de onderdrukte sfeer van geen plek hebben om naartoe te gaan Niemand die zal zorgen voor mijn redding Dit is een ketting van marteling Een lijn van lijn, Geen andere manier om te laten zien wat je voelt Dit is de rebel in haar, de kwelling van hem, het ontbreken van hulp, de zorg van de moeder Hier komt de laatste aflevering Van verschrikking en pijn, misbruik en hoop Hier komt de ruzie tussen ons allemaal Een strijd tussen lang vergane liefde Ik ben de schuldige, maar het is hun eigen blinde pijn
Blind Pain
Everything keeps getting worse The terror at home, the dread at school I mustn't count on much support, I'm still locked out; it's up to me, how to face the teasing and the pain Hate, one thing we have in common Play your game Beat me, hurt me A physical release from mental pain Don't make me explode in your way This is a chain of torture, a line of pain, no other way to show how you feel This is the rebel in her, the torment from him, the absence of help, the mother's care Rage, it burns all around us Blind pain So abuse is only weakness It feels more like a cry of distress, an act of incapacity Feel the threat Feel the oppressed ambience of having no place to go, no one who'll take care of my salvation This is a chain of torture, a line of pain, no other way to show how you feel This is the rebel in her, the torment from him, the absence of help, the mother's care Here comes the final episode of terror and pain, abuse and hope Here comes the fight between us all A fight between a love long gone I'm to blame, but it's their own blind pain ---------- Now look where you and your selfish ambitions have gotten us! It's never been worse! You gotta work, work work, come back without even noticing me or that ignorant kid of yours! You only think about yourself. I only think about myself, it's me again? You self-centered bitch! You're the one complaining all the time, but when that kid freaks out, who's supposed to take care of her, huh?! Besides, it's not my child! Wasn't it ours, our little 'saviour' of a love we never had? A fucking... Yeah, there is no 'us' anymore, darling! Ever since she was born and I was left at your apparment raising her, I think about all I ever dreamed of because of 'our' decisions! We both should have made compromises, but the only one who did was me! Oh, there you go again! You feel awfully sorry for yourself; why don't you take a look at my side of the story for once? Ah, yeah sure, 'your side'... well, excuse the fuck out of me for being in your way! A child you never wanted, living in a smaller house than you've ever dreamed of, and all the while I'm getting old and ugly, right? You must really long for somebody young and fresh, or if this means already... Enough!! Don't you dare accuse me of being unfaithful! That's how you ruined my loyalty; I can't believe I once fell in love with a... Oh, neither can I, you bastard! Neither can I! And loyal? I dind't know you're familiar with that word! There's a lot you don't know, a lot you'll never understand! We've lost contact, baby. Oh yeah, really? Well, that doesn't seem to bother you. Why don't you just go on? Go, go! Drift off away on that little island of yours and don't forget to drown on your way to a better life!! Maybe I will, maybe I will! I'd rather drown than be locked up with such a freaed up bith and a freaky daughter! I can't believe we're still holding a conversation about something so stupid!! Fine, go! Just GO!! Drown! I hope it'll be slow and painful! Shut your fucking mouth! Asshole... Asshole! -----------
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Author: Floor Jansen
Composer: André Borgman, Bas Maas, Floor Jansen, Lando Van Gils, Luuk Van Gerven, Sander Gommans
Publisher: Transmission Records
Details:
Released in: 2016
Language: English
Translations: French , Dutch
Appearing on: Invisible Circles (2004) , Mea Culpa - Retrospective (2006)
More info:
- Country: Netherlands
- afterforever.com
- myspace.com/afterforeveronline
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