How did I get here?

By losing faith

Bein' guided by fears

And I'm hangin' on every word

With the hopes that you can

Help me away, and its all I know

Oh, how death don't like to let you go

It's killin' me to see you slippin' away, yeah



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Cause you can't even look at me

No, you can't even speak to me

No, you can't even walk with me

Until I save myself

Oh, I have to save myself



Now the systems we have placed

To protect ourselves

Are hard to erase

And the egos that we bring

Are the guarding walls that have brought us this far

And its all I know, That addictions don't like

To let you go

It's killin' me to see you, slippin' away, yeah



[Chorus]

Cause you can't even look at me

No, you can't even speak to me

No, you can't even walk with me

Until I save myself

Oh, I have to save myself



Well the victims that we play

Are familiar ghosts that won't go away

And the patterns that we break

Are the only hope that can shatter their grip



[Chorus]

Cause you can't even look at me

No, you can't even speak to me

No, you can't even walk with me

Until I save myself

Oh, I have to fix myself

Woe, I have to save myself