Today is going to be easy

Today 'cause you're not around

I'll leave off my make up

I'll sleep in my bed

To pass all the time by



Today 'cause you're not around

Today you won't be around



I concentrate on empty spaces

A passive pondering of blankness

Sit down shut up, controlled obsessions

Your absence it exhausts me



I always panic when I'm left

I always panic when I'm left



Today I feel destructive

Today who cares about myself?

I'll live in denial

And I'll beat up my head

And I'll eat all the chocolate

Today 'cause you're not around

Today you won't be around



I can't control my feelings

I sip on dreams and choke on real things

Detach myself for preservation

I struggle to not want you



I always panic when I'm left

Is it healthy that we met?

If you stop coming will I forget?

I always panic



Today is going to be simple

Today 'cause you're not around

My heart will pound lazy

No one to impress

No smile is required

Today 'cause you're not around

Today you won't be around