My soul simply wont bleed 
Coal blackened walls surround my scene 
Hardened, callous I`ve been stung by bees 
Forfeited courage keeps me in need 
And I need... 

Your soul in black, trust you rape and left me to see 
My soul attacked it`s innocence deaf and dumb 
I cant hear the shit been preached to me 
Losses I count, you rip through from my mind 
And take my thoughts from me 
My mind, 
My space 
Inside im lost replaced bliss with catastrophy 

Heaven sends to you the seed my mind recieves and accepts deceit 
My acceptence sometimes disturbing 
My appearence shows no sympathy for me 

In this state of mind my balance off balance but I push through 
This dark time 
I lay awake at night my body trembles 
Wrapped with vines 
Each tie that binds represents another 
Dreams demise 

Oh fuck I need a handle in my life 
I know that there is no esacape for me 
This sweating I dont mind 
Just fused with insanity 

Dark time I lay awake at night my body trembles 
Wrapped with vines 
Each tie that binds represents another 
Dream demise 
Oh fuck I need a handle in my life 
...in my life 

My soul has been caught in the mix of your plague 
Hardened, callous ive been stung by bees 
Forfeited courage keeps me in need 
My soul has been caught in the mix of your plague 
My life is meaningless now is it you that I thank