I, I am confused, fighting myself 
  Wanting to give in, needing your help 
  Skin cold with fear, fear lives when we touch 
  Outside I don`t know you, but inside I`m fucked 

  Can you see it in me, skin cold from touch 
  Each turn confronted with what I have done 
  You pull me closer, I push you away 
  You tell me it`s okay, I can`t help but feel the pain 

  I hate you 
    Why are you taken? 
  I love you 
    I feel so helpless 
  Why is it you? 
    ripping my insides each time I`m with you 
    why do I cry/try? 
    why do I really need to? 
  Why! 
  Fuck you, bitch! 
  need to . . . fuck . . . 
  slut