I've waited a long time for this life



Just to ruin it, so please don't ruin this for me



Yes to understand this lie



Hell I crossed those t's



I scratched out all these eyes, myself last night



What I promise not to find

So this is what I'm looking like these days



I'm all grown up, so full of hate



But I don't wanna let go of my age



Cause it's the salt, that brings the taste

So where am I to decide that I'm not right?



Cause I might break and I might bend



Your heart strings out of tune again



And I might try to apologize



On a good day



On my best day



If you stick around

Did I stay inside to sterilize this knife?



Am I being to careful?



Does this seem right?



Did I open up the shades to expose the sunny rays?



To show what burned there inside

Take a close look



Hold me right up to the light



Cause I might break and I might bend



Your heart strings out of tune again



And I might try to apologize



On a good day



On my best day



If you stick around

I've waited for so long



(I've waited for so long)



Spread me out, rake me in



This scorched and rocky field



Will camouflage my skin

And I might break and I might bend



Your heart strings out of tune again



And I might try to apologize



On a good day

On my best day



If you stick around 2x