Well, it's not fair 
It's not even close 
You tied me down 
Where I'm forced to watch
As you poke holes 
In every part of me 
Containing something secretly 
Something sacred to me 

I lied my face off when I said 
That I would be okay
It's never fine when you go away
These cuts run deep
These scars are permanent 
And always on display
This makes things difficult for me

It's not fair 
It's not even close 
You fed me the sun 
Burned me up inside and watched me choke
On everything we did 
On everything we lived 
Let's see if I can live again 

I lied my face off when I said 
That I would be okay
It's never fine when you go away
These cuts run deep
These scars are permanent 
And always on display
This makes things difficult for me

Head like an empty, sterile room 
Somehow I made a mess 
Like watching newborn babies crack 
From work related stress 

Head like an empty, sterile room 
Somehow I made a mess 
Like watching newborn babies crack 
From work related stress 

I'm bad luck, can't f**k
Got no reflection today 
Maybe I'll stay down next time 
I get hit by a train, by a train 

I lied my face off when I said 
That I would be okay
It's never fine when you go away