Well it must be the love

I mean the lack thereof

The words fall off my tongue

Shot like bullets and made you run

What have I become?

Preaching for you to grab your gun

Put it to your head

Suicidal pistol grip pump



Back again I ain't dead just yet

Though your absence flows like a kiss from death

f**k all the pretense cause everyone gets upset

I've gotta get this off my chest I can't keep playing pretend

So this is me, this is me

Somewhat put together and still bursting at the seams

Sing it one time for each dream I couldn't achieve



One time, one time for all my dead friends

And everyone who spends time chasing dead ends

I wont last forever

And when I die I don't give a f**k who attends



Cause I'm just a bitterromantic who's self centered antics

Made me transparent to my friends and parents

A lonely bastard birthed in a casket

Never managed to man up and move passed her

Youth by my side, .45 I keep strapped

Try and explain how I forgot how to laugh

Nobody cares so I put myself on my back

So doctor answer the question that I've been dying to ask

What lasts forever?

Forever. Forever. Forever. Forever.