It's raining this afternoon...
We haven't talked for 10 days...
You called me this afternoon...
And you left me a message...

"Please answer me you know that I can't hold on without you...
This feeling is nothing new,
But my heart is bleeding bad..."

'Cuz I was afraid that nothing would change...
I turned my back on you...
And drowned myself in lies...
Now I know...
You were the best thing I've had...
I let you go away...
And that's the worst thing I've done... !

Now I am missing you so much...
Am I awake... ?
I am dying down here alone...
"God, I want her back... !"
Now I am missing you so much...
Am I awake... ?
There were lies...

I walk alone this avenue...
Where we met do you remember?
It's the first time here without you...
Oh it has never been so dark...
I wish you could hear me say...
Forgive me... ('cuz I was afraid...)
Really thought... (that nothing would change)
So I lied... (I turned my back on you)
Now I know... !

That I am missing you so much...
Am I awake... ?
I am dying down here alone...
"God! I want her back!"
Now I am missing you so much...
Am I awake... ?
They were lies...

Now I am missing you so much...
Am I awake... ?
I am dying down here alone...
"God! I want her back!"
Now I am missing you so much...
Am I awake... ?
They were lies...
I still love you...

It's raining this afternoon...
Watching the news on Channel 5...
A sad story this afternoon...
"A girl committed suicide..."