You are my hope  my love my warmth
my refuge  my guard my father
father, father, father
fear of the night like a never ending nightmare
i close my eyes my skin is so hot
this smell i know it is so close
can't understand pain in my heart
i pray to god for mercy
but no-one hears my despair
destruction in my thoughts
anger in my veins
i will see you bleeding for the pain you gave to me
i ask you to forgive me
what have i done, what have i done
every night the same dream
my grief is unbearable
i pray to god for mercy
but no-one hears my despair
destruction in my thoughts
anger in my veins
i will see you bleeding for the pain you gave to me
but the way out of the torment is near
the last chance of liberation
our blood will set my mind free
free..... forever free.....