i've been kind of tired
maybe i've been not myself
i feel like i should be putting in 
so much more than i put in 
the wife the kids are starting to get in the way 
of the important things like cars like ............
jus keep smiling
and i'll try harder

is this a joke
i'm not laughing
i'm not trying to be difficult, cause a scene
i dress real good i talk real good 
i act exactly like I should 
just like you taught me 
like i'm part of something bigger 
more fullfilling 
more worthwild than anything 
left in my life 

and i'll try harder