Hate consumes me 
i search for release 
time is the only answer 
My conscience weighs so heavily 
on my soul so heavily 
I will continue alone 
share nothing 
Pierce my eyes 
dreams i only wished for 
secrets never anyone elses 
Careless and pointless 
followed the temptation 
to the wrong destination 
deflection of the truth 
staring back at me 
strength under the sheets 
decisions make themselves 
forget to love 
no feelings 
they will never come 
this will never fix it 
it will never fill the moment