I've given up on giving up slowly, I'm blending in so 

You won't even know me apart from this whole world that 

shares my fate

This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at 

redemption 

because I know to live you must give your life away

And I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity and 

I've been locked inside that house all the while You 

hold the key

And I've been dying to get out and that might be the 

death of me

And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go, 

promise I'm going because

I gotta get outta here 

I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake

I gotta get outta here 

And I'm begging You, I'm begging You, I'm begging You 

to be my escape.



I'm giving up on doing this alone now

Cause I've failed and I'm ready to be shown how

He's told me the way and I'm trying to get there

And this life sentence that I'm serving

I admit that I'm every bit deserving 

But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair



Cause I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity 

and 

I've been locked inside that house all the while You 

hold the key

And I've been dying to get out and that might be the 

death of me

And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go, 

promise I'm going because

I gotta get outta here 

Cause I'm afraid that this complacency is something I 

can't shake

I gotta get outta here 

And I'm begging You, I'm begging You, I'm begging You 

to be my escape.



I am a hostage to my own humanity

Self detained and forced to live in this mess I've made

And all I'm asking is for You to do what You can with 

me

But I can't ask You to give what You already gave 



Cause I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity 

and 

I've been locked inside that house all the while you 

hold the key

And I've been dying to get out and that might be the 

death of me

And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go, 

promise I'm going because

I've gotta get outta here 

I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake

I've gotta get outta here 

And I'm begging You, I'm begging You, I'm begging 

You to be my escape.



I fought You for so long

I should have let You in

Oh how we regret those things we do

And all I was trying to do was save my own skin

But so were You



So were You