Body in a state of putrefaction

I don't know what's taking over control of my mind

Scars and bruises covering my torso

Brain is feeling mushy, I can't hold a single thought



Body in a state of putrefaction

It is like I am dead but still alive

Deep inside me I can feel it taking over

Growing stronger by the minute



I'm gradually falling into pieces

Big festering wounds are starting to appear all over me

Obscure, defect

My dried out skin starting to crack up

Exposing my flesh, grotesque pain

End this life...



I must kill myself

I can't stand to rot away

This time I will succeed

Succeed to end this painful nightmare

Leave this rotted body behind



My wish for death has grown so strong now

There's only one thing on my mind

Before my eyes I see it pictured

Crystal clear, the way to die

With a firm grip around the rifle

I am starting my journey towards the tunnel of light

Putting the barrel straight into my mouth

One swift pull and my brain comes flying out



Bodily deterioration

In the mind obliteration

Determined to relieve myself

From this sick abnormal situation