I seem to have left it at home
 I feel pushed up against the wall
 Like some Black Flag song

 Oh and i try to wish it away
 Everyday, a little closer, a little closer to hell

 Why am I so selfish?
 I push away everyone who loves me
 I don't want, want to be like this
 I just want someone to hold me
 Why am I so childish?
 It's because my mother never loved me
 I don't want to be like this
 I just want someone to hold me

 Hold on tight
 Everything will be alright
 If I choose I

 Why am I so selfish?
 I push away everyone who loves me
 I don't want, want to be like this
 I just want someone to hold me
 Why am I so childish?
 It's because my mother never loved me
 I don't want to be like this
 I just want someone to hold me