The plants are dying, so why can't I?
Next to them on the ground, I lie while they turn brown.
They fall down while I sit up.
I look up to the clouds and I realize, death is not for us all.
Not for you all, but maybe for me.
I've smoked my lungs away,
I'm choking nobody help me please.
Let me be, I won't be fine.
Your awkward feelings put us behind.
Now I watch as everything falls.

What's to stand for now?
We know everything falls down.
Nothing works for me, I'm just wasting here.
If you're like me you've got no one to call your own.
Drown in your awkwardness, I've wasted breath again.

Inside I'm screaming. (let me out)
Death grabs me by the throat.
Your hand is death and you choke me till I puke love.
What is love? You'll never know.
You look up to the stars and you take a guess,
But your guess is not right.
My guess not right, but tomorrow night,
I'll cleanse myself from this apathy
And then I'll re-think, how I should feel.
She said it was, and then my heart died.
She ripped it out, but I'm still here alive.
Slowly caring did fade.

What's to stand for now?
We know everything falls down.
Nothing works for me, I'm just wasting here.
If you're like me you've got no one to call your own.
Drown in your awkwardness, I've wasted breath again.

What's to stand for now?
We know everything falls down.
What's to stand for now?
We know everything falls down.
Drown in your awkwardness,
I've wasted breath again.
Choke me till I puke love,
But this heart won't come up.
Drown in your awkwardness,
I've wasted breath again.
Choke me till I puke love,
But this heart won't come up.

What's to stand for now?
We know everything falls down.
Nothing works for me, I'm just wasting here.
If you're like me you've got no one to call your own.
Drown in your awkwardness, I've wasted breath again.
Drown in your awkwardness, I've wasted breath again.