Read a chapter in the book of your disguise.
Wonder where you got the strength to fucking look me in the eyes.
Far past the face I thought was you.
You fall apart from holding back on what your heart beats to.
I'm lost inside my self regret. Broken all the silence leading up to whats become.
My fear of pain retreats away. I'm left alone to wonder how things got this way.
Fall behind as my future stands before me.
Waste my time looking back on yesterday.
Deep inside of my thoughts I'm losing interest.
Deep regret as I wonder how you got the best of me.
I'm lost inside my self regret. Broken all the silence leading up to whats become.
My fear of pain retreats away. I'm left alone to wonder how things got this way.
Reaching after what I thought I would become.
I stand by my beliefs and given in to what you've done.
My fear of pain retreats away.
I've given up I block it out and set myself to.
Fall behind as my future stands before me.
Waste my time looking back on yesterday.
Deep inside of my thoughts I'm losing interest.
Deep regret as I wonder how you got the best of me.