I Stood And Watched As She Drove Up 

I Kept My Cool With The Pain 

And As You Were Playing With Her In Your Bed 

I Was Outside Your Door In The Rain 



No One Heard As I Walked Up 

Put My Hand On The Door And Then Turned 

And As I Walked Down The Hall With My Mind In A Blur 

I Was Loving The Pain You Would Learn 



Kicked Open The Door With A Fury 

She Was The First One To Go 

Slowly At First And Then Quickly You Bled 

As My Rapture Had Ended The Show 



Peace Of Mind Doesn't Come Cheap 

Devotion Hurts Most Of All 

Now Pieces Of Your Mind Are All I Can See 

With The Pictures Of Me On The Wall 



Why Are You Still Breathing 



These Are My Dreams 



I Dare You 

I Dare You 



I Dare You To Push Me Just A Little Bit Further 

Blurring The Line Between My Memories And Dreams 

See What Happens When I Forget I'm Awake 

And The Hurt Is So Blinding Addiction Is All I Can See 



Control Will Lead To Possession 

Obsession For Permanent Bliss 

You Say That I'm Crazy But Baby 

I Can't Take Enough Pills To Stop This 



You're Just One More Forever 

I Couldn't Put Together 

One More Disaster 

For The Ever After 

One More Last One 



Forever 

Never 

Ever 

Seemed So Short 



All Those Times That You Made Me Feel Worthless 

Like I Was The Target 

The One No One Knew 

And Now These Insecurities 

Will Come Back To Kill You 



By Now You Should Know That I'm Different 

I Have A Feeling You Already Do 

It's Times Like These I Can Breathe What I See 

Tell Me My Dear Does That Seem Timid To You 



You're Just One More Forever 

I Couldn't Put Together 

One More Disaster 

For The Ever After 



Forever 

Never 

Ever 

Seemed So Short 



You Were There At The Hotel 

Or It Might Have Been A Motel 

When I Awoke As The First Tear Fell 



You Didn't Think 

You Didn't Think Of Me