I want to wash myself clean
Tear off my skin, rip out my heart
Spill blood all over
All the ambitions I had
What did I make of them
Have I been sleeping
I need to learn how to give
I need to learn how to live
Sometimes love hates me
Sometimes I block my own way
I find it hard to stay
Farewell, I'm staying
In a smothered Mirror I learned to hide my face
I learned to say some prayers
What do they mean to me now
History trials me
History trials me
Who was great, who was not
Who altered every simple fact