I’m not scared but this is happening
I’m not afraid but this is real, this is real
It all comes at once from every single direction
This time I’m not, I’m not sleeping at all

How could this be real?
I’ve failed you, I’ve failed you

I was lying when I said I was looking north
I was too scared to show what I am
Bear with me, bear with me, this is all I have left
This might be more than a simple conversation
Conversation

It’s been dancing around in my head
For quite some time
Just the though of cleaning up myself

I was lying when I said I was looking north
I was too scared to show what I am
Bear with me, bear with me, this is all I have left
This might be more than a simple conversation

I’m not sleeping, I’m not sleeping at all

I stare at the wall, watching my time float away
It’s all been a blur and nothing will change
I stare at the wall, watching my time float away
It’s all been a blur and nothing will change
I was lying, I was lying, I was lying
This is defeat