I want to push my life so strong 

But now I am so tired 

I wanna cry and fight at the same time 

I wanna win and loosen my grip 

But what do I really want? 

I would like to do the whole 

I decide to do. 


I live between deceits and echoes of my faith 

I want to disappoint no one with my escape 


You have always to be in strain with all 

To never crumble down in my pain 

Without ever saying "I can't" 

I wanna cry and fight at the same time 


I am only a child that poses as a warrior 

And the armour again has overwhelmed me 


I have always to be in strain 

With all and everyone without 

Give me a rest or respite 

To never crumble down 


I can't see my way in 

This labyrinthic game of 

Opposite forces but I 

Have always to be in strain with 

Myself, my friends, the ones who trust in me but 

All I can now is wriggle 

And I live between deceits now 


I can't breath, I can't stand up, no one will pick up me 

'cause they know I'm too proud and I want to scrape through by myself now 

I can't breath, I can't stand up, no one will pick up me 

'cause they know I'm too proud and I want to scrape through by myself now 


I am only a child that poses as a warrior 

And the armour again has overwhelmed me 


I live between deceits and echoes of my faith 

I want to disappoint no one with my escape 


You have always to be in strain with all 

To never crumble down in my pain 

Without ever saying "I can't" 

Without the bitter words "I cannot"