i cant see you, you beside me with my peripheral vision.
always right there, always aware.
of this this manic depressive condition.
theres a fever burning out the (name?).
im tangled up inside a sinking feeling.
slipping out with touch of the controls.
and????.?????.
wave my hand and try and sleep now, cant slow down my mind.
close my eyes, try to find?????.
out of the mess, i grew?????.
afraid i wont know how to stop. ...???????????.?????.
this new insomnia, my heart will condria ... ... ...
theres a fever burning out the (name?).
im tangled up inside a sinking feeling.
slipping out with touch of the controls.
and????.?????.