Silkk talking: I don't know if you listening but..



[Silkk the Shocker]

I got so many questions I don't know where to start

[ Wellwhy don't you start from the pain that runs deep in your heart]

(Is that you? God is that you?  ....... It's me)

Is there a heaven or a hell, if so is that theory true?

[Yes my son]

Why go through so much?

[It's a test my son]

So I guess it was you when ?? gave me the last second to run

[Yes]

And I don't know why I shed so many tears

Forgive my God, I haven't been to church in months

[Aww son you haven't been to church in years]

Some times I rob, steal and kill, just to eat

I popped him, I don't know if I killed him but somebody died in my building D

[He's here with me]

You think you can forgive me for my sins?

If so hold up, another homie died ?? you think you can forgive me again?

[I don't know]

Some times I feel like death is chasing me but just ain't catch me yet

I'm wondering if he is going to catch me when I stop to catch my breath

They say days are cut shorter from the things that you did

And if so then why take the kids?

[Hold up, hold up my son]

Huh?

[It seems like some puzzle to you, if you got something to ask me, ask me]

Why is it racism? Where did drugs come from?

Why is it so much death where I live? Who idea was it to make guns?

[Y'all]

And why my grandparents was slaves?

And why is is diseases with no cure like cancer and aids?

Why is it rich and poor?

Why is it a death row? [For real]

[That was y'all I ain't have nothing to do with it that was never my will]

And though I try and do everything, I just wanna know if it is worth it

[It was]

Sometime I feel like I'm doing it all, sometime I just don't feel like I 

serve my purpose

[Keep your head up]

Nigga scared of the past

All my homies wanna know but scared to ask

[Tell them to ask]

God everybody for they self Sometime I don't feel like I'm all alone

[Feel you]

Don't worry bout me if I have to go so watch my brother them when I'm gone

And what about when I couldn't pay my bills I was almost kicked out where I 

lived

[I just wanted to see if you'll break]

And everything happened at the same time

[I just wanted to see how much pain you can take]

And you must know my lifestyle

[I do]

Knowing I can't change my life

[I don't want you to, do what you gotta do anything not neccassary you'll pay 

the price]

So why did my homie die instead of me?

[Because I had bigger plans]

I don't understand

[I'll explain, see I wanted you to grow up and be a better man]

I wanna know, how you determine who dies and who stays living?

[The day I made the world my son, it was written]

Look I gotta couple mo' questions I need to know

[What?]

God, can you tell me, when is it my time to go?

(everything goes silent)

Silkk talking: Where you at? I wasn't finish asking you.



HOOK

A gangsta prays for another day

Even though he lives wrong

Trying to live this way

(x5) til fade