Boldness escapes me 

Cowardice seems so easy 

If only I could be more like the one I see 

I've failed you I've lied to you 

Yet you forgive and let me live 

Oh God help my weakness 

Oh give me your strength 

Father help me 

I'll go to any length 

On my face, on my chest, on my knees 

God help me please 

My spirit is willing but my flesh is weak 

I've got these beats raging through my head 

And someday soon this body of mind will be dead 

No more crying or laying on no death beds 

No more tears or fists across my head 

Only escape from hate and ill fate 

Bringing me down 

Making me look like some kind of clown 

Receive my crown, lay it at Christ's feet 

Only then do I get my DHD 

My devil hating degree 

My courage growing, the wicked I'm throwing 

Disgust for hate ever showing 

On my face, in my heart, in my soul