you complain about your situation
what about me?
half the world wouldn't know what it's like to lose your seed
maybe you can understand (how it feels)

i cannot reach that soul
you're probably watching over us
know that i think of you
it's killing me

the guilt has lasted, you still cry
it was all planned out
why was i last to know
don't you trust in me
that table's cold, it's too late
to make up for these mistakes
maybe you can't understand (how it feels)

i cannot reach that soul
you're probably watching over us
know that i think of you
it's killing me(how it feels)
if i would have known
i can't say what i would have done
if you could forgive
i'd like to rest with you someday