i still remember the first time i told you everything, 
and i can still remember the look on your face as you 
took in my breath. i will always hold you closer than i 
hold myself inside, and i will still believe that you 
believe in what you know is right. but i don't want to be 
the voice on the phone, the face in the pictures on your 
wall. i want to see myself in your eyes as you stare into 
mine. but you're just a blur now. since you have 
sacrificed yourself, i've been locked inside my own 
private hell. i can feel you resonate inside, i can hear 
you singing sweetly, but i can't see you clearly anymore. 
because you are just a blur, and i feel you from the 
inside. i feel you from the inside. i don't want to be 
the voice on the phone, the face in the pictures on your 
wall. i want to see myself in your eyes as you stare into 
mine.