i'm giving up on everything you promised me. i've 
suffered with a smile for way too long, and it's 
suffocating. i am going way too fast and i just can't 
take the thought of crashing. but i'm right behind you, 
always inside you. i always hit the wall when you're not 
here. so spare me your good intentions, i'll suffer with 
my ghosts because i don't need the sympathy. i am going 
way too fast and i just can't take the thought of 
crashing. but i'm right behind you, always inside you. i 
always hit the wall when you're not here.