The what-if's are killing me,

keeping me awake

I lie to myself, but my heart's too smart

to be tricked by my brain



I'm not okay (I'm not)

But I will be someday (I'm strong)

But I'm wounded



I can tell myself I'm moving on,

but that's just a poor excuse for comfort

it's just camouflage for abandonment

And I can't spend my life waiting for the grand moment



You take me back and make me laugh again (That would be a miracle)

Which is impossible by definition

But I miss you

I know you can hear it in my voice,

when I talk to you, I can see it in your eyes



I used to love your eyes

I used to love our lies

Living's what I'll do

It's always what I've done

The clouds have got to show the sun!



I will (I will)

Find the (Find the)

I'll find the better days



Deep down (Deep down)

I know (I know)

They'll always be in reach

They will always be in reach

They will always be in reach



I've reduced to how I usually feel

When I fix to mind

That I won't see you



I've reduced to how I usually feel

'Cause I won't see you