Habit's what it's become 

seems like I'm alone 

no one to love me 

a proud man is gone 

The one in control 

is no longer known 

living in a haze 

hell I've been shown



I dare not die though 

I dare not live 

I want to escape 

I want to feel good



I need to forget 

I need to want 

I need to 

I need



To think is to be 

therefore I am not 

living's not the word 

applying to me 

No longer I can 

see what I should do 

do with my life 

do with myself



I dare not die though 

I dare not live 

I want to escape 

I want to feel good



I need to forget 

I need to want 

I need to 

I need



Now I've lost all hope 

to get me of the hook 

No prospect for me 

Into hell I look 

If I cannot find redemption 

at least there will be oblivion



I dare not die though 

I dare not live 

I want to escape 

I want to feel good



I need to forget 

I need to want 

I need to 

I need