Wanting, watching, debating, on which way to run to, haunted, voices, craving, someone to run

to, i haven't lost myself in a long time, i never tried to care when i wanted to, i just want

to be part of something, i just want to be real like you



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Sometimes, i feel like a monster, and times,  ifeel like a saint, i'm on my knees, you're my

favorite disease



Silent, warnings, tell me, that i've let things come, undone, show me, teach me, the way to

heaven, cause no other way can, i havent lost myself in a long time, i never tried to care when

i wanted to, i just wanted to to be part of something, i just wanted to be real like you



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Closer, closer, closer to you, i need to be closer, i have closure, and get closer to you,

every step i take...



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And i love the way you kill me, love the way you heal me, i love the way you kill me, love the

way you heal me, i love the way you kill me, love the way you heal me