The hate that tears at my brain

Remains unseen to you

The self loathing and the pain

I'm swinging at the end of my rope,

If you only knew

I am lost without a hope,

There's nothing I can do

Oh.

I don't want to live this day

It's getting harder every day,

To face what I've become

The fear of what I have become

Remains unseen to you

A heart that's just gone numb

Remains unseen to you

I just want to close my eyes

And pretend this isn't true

Throw my hands up to the skies

There's nothing I can do

Oh.

This feeling of helplessness

And despair remains unseen to you

It's the cross that I must bear,

But it remains unseen to you

I dwell in a twisted reality of hate,

Remains unseen to you

Ugly thoughts, you cannot relate,

So I'll remain unseen to you