I find it hard to eat, and I just can,t sleep

My world is upside down

I'm trying to be the real me

Am I true or just a clown

A weaving path before me lies

A life of highs and lows

What will it make of me?

I really just don't know

I look at the sunshine

But I live for the night

All the things I do to myself

Am I wrong or am I right?

Indecision has me, confusion a state of mind

I hope someone can help

I look, I feel, but I don't find

What I really want

What I really need

I don't ask for to much

I feel no greed

I just want the best for you and thats all

Well, I have been there and back

Too mant times before

But it always comes around, knocking on my door

It scared me then, just like it scares me now

Amid this danger and obsession

What am I doing?

What I realy want

What I realy need

I don't ask for to much

I feel no greed

I just want the best for you and that's all

No more chances are left for me

Oh no, you really just don't seem to see the need

Too many lonely times

I have crossed over the line of sensibility

My coffee's hot and my bed is cold

I was young but I've grown so old

It scares me now

Oh, I tell you that it scared me them

I hope someone's gonna help

I look and feel, where can I find it ?

What I really want (really want)

What I really need (really need)

I said that I don't ask for to much

I feel no greed

Just give me the best of you

I just want the best of you.