To be honest, the truth is I'm afraid

I fear losing the only thing I've ever held so close

The fact is you never cared

Half as much for me as I did for you.
No matter what you say,

You're filling your head with lies

Telling yourself you'll be here,

When you're not anywhere to be found
How can you just close your eyes

And pretend I'm a ghost,


When I am haunted by the thought of you

To be honest, I wish I was like you.
I wish I could forget these memories

Did you not see me falling down

Into endless shades of grey

You watched without taking a step
I just wish you could disappear

But maybe I'm the one who turns into smoke

Maybe this is my destiny

Maybe this is my destiny