I ask myself honestly to evaluate what I see.

I have so many doubts about you that are eating at me.

You can talk all you want, but your justifcations absurd.

I will judge you from your actions, not your words.



[Chorus]

I'm ill at ease coming undone at the seams.

I wonder if I should trust you at all.

Ill at ease, ill at ease looking for something to relieve me brace for the inevitable fall.



I really wanted to believe that everything was okay.

So when you'd do something fucked up I'd look the other way.

I got tired of riding the fence, it cost a bit of innocence.

But I have found it helps this state of disarray.



I'm ill at ease, ill at ease no one wants to say a thing to rock.

The boat or put your act in place.  I'm ill at  ease, ill at ease.  

You just pulled a 180 degree from what you said the other day.