Sometimes I break down and read into things that are not there

I can't convince myself your harmless actions has me without care

I know that I love you and for my sake as well as yours

I will do what I have to and hopefully find a cure



I tell myself that I must be strong

But there is something I knew all along

I need the antidote

To regain control



You had me worried in your letter

Didn't sleep for weeks

Kept thinking it was over I was just in way too deep

I try my best to see the cup half full and try to smile

Try to accept the past

We are only here for a while



I tell myself that I must be strong

But there is something I knew all along

I need the antidote

To regain control