heartbeats that race
but feet that drag
your parents split up and i'm left here
to feel sorry for you

and im just not sure
if this is how its supposed to be
with me on your back
your eyes glued to the TV

and im just not sure
if i fit in
to this filmstrip of yesterdays

this is as real as it gets
this is as real as i can be

and it just feels right
floating around your room
and it just feels right
touching your hair
and it just feels right
to hold on to what we felt before
but im appathetic with a capital A
and im fading into this soul chair

but it just isnt
enough magic to turn this one around
i cant play the role of concerned anymore
she says this life is for the birds
well having to know
to go away tonight
cuz this isnt about
whats on the TV set
its about how youve handled yourself
and how it isnt working anymore.

and its 10 seconds until it gets quiet
its cold and its farfetched
to say that spring is around the corner

its 10 seconds until
and if this is how it ends im already dead
and if this is how it ends im already dead
and if this is how it ends im already dead
im already dead
im already dead

and it just feels right
floating around your room
and it just feels right
to hold on to what we felt before
but im appathetic so appathetic
im feeding im feeding into
the soul chair