I've made myself so sick
 I wish I'd stayed asleep today
 I never thought that this day would end
 I never thought that tonight could ever be
 This close to me

 Just try to see in the dark
 Just try to make it work
 To feel the fear before you're here
 I make the shapes come much too close
 I pull my eyes out
 Hold my breath
 And wait until I shake

 But if I had your faith
 Then I could make it safe and clean
 If only I was sure
 That my head on the door was a dream

 I've waited hours for this
 I've made myself so sick
 I wish I'd stayed asleep today
 I never thought that this day would end
 I never thought that tonight could ever be
 This close to me

 But if I had your face
 I could make it safe and clean
 If only I was sure
 That my head on the door
 Was a dream