Jackahmmers outside my window 

Woke me up again today

And all the voices in my head

Well its so hard to make them go away

Stayin out all night 

Lookin for something Ill never find

Im fighting myself, and 

Im losing control of my mind

I reached out in anger I reached out in love

I lived a life of self abuse, I prayed to the heavens above..



Jackahmmers outside my window

Woke me up again today

And all the voices in my head 

Well its so hard to make them go away

Looking for some new stimulation, 

But all of these things, 

They just never last

I know I have to move foward, 

But I keep holding on to the past.



I just wanna be happy with the way things are

I just wanna look up at the sky at night, 

And appreciate the stars



Destruction leaves an empty space

In emptiness again I begin to create

Feeling good again now, in some new kind of way

Feeling good again now...