My crimson covered hands - clutch heart strings newly broken 

moths breed in my entrails - hate washes through my fucking veins 

friendship turns to disease - afflicting the weak of mind and heart 

you are the growing cancer - eating at my fondest memories 

7 abandoned years - thwart all affection 

a million whispered lies - push fingernails into my palms 

the knife slipped in - pushed by the most familiar hands 

I fell upon - the comfort of your words 

a flash of light - taught me a lesson in betrayal 

I fell upon - the solace in your smile 

7 wasted years - boiling in vomit 

I will erase you - I will erase you from this heart 

from my memory - I cut away 

you're just a name to me - a friend is now a ghost 

I will never give again 

you have forsaken any faith I had in you 

all the love I had for you 

I am reborn - Baptized in flame 

Clean of your deceitful looming 

friends are beneath me - I can't face this pain again 

I'll die alone - But at least I'll know who loves me 

I am a shadow of myself - pent up in walls of human shit 

annihilating - anything that bears your name 

I am a hollowed wooden shell - made strong by that which I abhor 

committing only - to creating your demise 

and so I pray for sleep - and to see anything but red 

all purpose has been drained from me 

a friendship ends in pain - morose claims my every word 

all trust has been carved out of me 

wasted years - boiling in vomit 

I will erase you - I will erase you from this heart 

from my memory - I cut away 

you're just a name to me - a friend is now a ghost