a hopeful regretter
 suffering symptoms
 becoming a victim
 now
 nothing ever hurts
 through re-creation
 times revelation
 looking things over
 being too sober
 now
 nothing ever hurts

 i am one in a million
 i am all that i'll ever be
 i have
 nothing but myself to fall back on and
 i don't believe in me

 below what i'm above
 the need i'm in lack of
 i swallow depressants
 of guilt and resentment
 now
 nothing ever hurts

 i am
 one in a million
 i am all that i'll never be
 i have nothing but myself to fall back on and
 i don't believe in me

 i give to take
 and always win
 by my mistake
 i fail to live
 and only survive
 learning to die and
 still be alive

 i am
 one in a million
 i am all that i'll ever be
 i have nothing but myself to fall back on and
 i don't believe in me