Sitting here stressing
At 2:30 AM
About how fast a year can go
I wonder where it went
If we start all over again
Would it really work?
I know that you could be could be
Coming back to me 

Mesmerised ..
By the thought of it
Traumatised ..
I`m so scarced of it
Wanna stop thinking
Gotta get to sleep
Gotta wake up fresh
Get on my feet
Push the thought of you away
Do it today 

I`m older than my years
Drowning in my tears
Surrounded by the fear
Since you went away
A year ago
At Christmas 

You locked away your secrets
Kept them away from me
I only came to say goodbye
Now you finally see
You wanna start all over again
Make it work this time
But I don`t wanna end up feeling far away from fine 

I memorised ..
What you said to me
So surprised ..
It was hell to be
So frustrated with the way we were
Not a single word could make it work
Now look at us today
We blew it away 

I`m older than my years
Drowning in my tears
Surrounded by the fear
Since you went away
A year ago
At Christmas 

I`m older than my years
Drowning in my tears
Surrounded by the fear
Since you went away
A year ago
At Christmas 

I`m older than my years .. last year
Drowing in my tears .. last year
I`m older than my years .. last year
Drowing in my tears .. last year ..
I`m older than my years .. last year
Drowing in my tears .. last year
At Christmas
I`m older than my years .. at Christmas
Drowing in my tears .. at Christmas
At Christmas
I`m older than my years
I`m older than my years (quietly)