Devil ringtone on your mobile phone

another awkward moment passes 

catering to questions asked by you 

i do believe i've told you what you want to hear 

it's so easy to recite 

the lines and lies i've memorized 

from this pedestal pushed through the sky 

i'm laughing in your face 


i hate who i am 

and all that i've become 


so many sleepless nights have found me 

wandering comfortless streets 

in search of peace, any release 

from who i'm have become 

and i'm sure you don't want to know 

that i hate the role 

i'm old and cold 

an ugly sore a gaping hole 

God have mercy on my soul 


well, i guess i've disappointed you 

what did you expect? 

the hero is a wretch 

a devil in the flesh 

are you disenchanted by the idols humanness? 

do you still think we connect? 

maybe more than you'll admit