I don't know what's come over meMy psyche's crumbled in 
debris
I try to intercede, Every reason to believe
My head's not my own, It's unknown
I'll ever be free
My nerves are shot and gone
Just an existential pawn
Hangin' on too long
My skull is anything but strong
A soul's just a waste when it's laced with
Hunger and greed
My life is just a fluid insanity
Every day's a sacrifice to my mentality
I got every sensation overloadin' my mind
The taste of desire's got me stone cold blind
I hear her every verse
Her scent emits a hurt so perverse
But despite my reservation
Every sensation is a curse
Destiny's a cruel god
She hits you like a lightning rod
Every day gets hard
To maintain this façade
I'm a cracked circus act, baby
And I've lost every control
More than just my pride's at stake
My will is seconds till it breaks
Confidence abates
Desperation is my state
Owned and alone, it's unknown
I'm getting' out at all
My life is just a fluid insanity
Every day's a sacrifice to my mentality
You got every sensation overloadin' my mind
The taste of desire's got me stone cold blind
I hear your every verse
Your scent emits a hurt so perverse
But despite my reservation
Every sensation is a curse