Thoughts of you bring tears of rain which distracts my gaze. Presence of fear remains within me as if invading my space. A feeling of uselessness that will forever burn within my being. If life is so precious why do I lack the urge to need it. 



It's just guidance that I seek

can I rely on you.


I'm all alone with all these memories. Memories I hate yet love. I've been here before like so many others. The pain is just something I must rise above.



And I know you'll ignore all my begging cuz you've done it plenty before.