lately i've been wonderin who i am

becauSe it's coming clear that there's

a world of things

that i don't quitE understand

i've always tried to look straight in the Eyes

i try to see the man i try to see the plan

i try to know what's on his mind

but i never thought that i'd have to stare at you

no i never thought that someoNe  so close 

could be so far from view

well i Guess it's time for me to realize

that trust is just a word

not something i ever knew

but whaTcha gonna do



cause my dreams leave me cold and empty now

you know i tried so Hard to laugh

but i just don't know how

cause wrappEd around the thought of everything 

aRe the hands of a thief

who took that trust from mE

but whatcha gonna do



whatcha gonna do

About the things that happen suddenly 

about the things that i couLd never see

all the times i've sat and bought the lie

all the times i've laughed and wondered why

i realized i was owned by mY defenses 

never took the time never saw my chances

always thought the people coming rOund 

was jUst another person trying to bring me down

but yeah whatcha gonna do