I can't explain this

It's hard to understand

I try but I'm lost

Mesmerized by her

That look will surely stay

She smiles at every face, even mine



But, why doesn't she see me in this empty room?

Does she think about you when you do, when you do?



I try to walk that same hill next to you

I try to be that missing part of you



I tremble as I wait

In these busy, city fields 

I see a million stares at me



Anxiously looking

Finding the right time to see

If that sign you're looking for, will lead to me



But, don't you see what you're doing to me?

Can't you see that I've been dealt by this, dealt by you?



I guess I'll always do



I try to shut them

Blurring this picture from my head

But even in the dark, you are there



I TRY TO LOVE YOU EVEN IF YOU WON'T!