Hey you know that I've been searching deep inside 

And I'm not certain I will like the things I find 

I don't know that you will understand but I have tried 



I don't know just why I need to do the things I do 

And I'd love to do these things without them hurting you 

I don't know that you will understand but that's the truth 



I'd give it up for you but let me finish what I got 

I'd love to now but lord you know it sure does take a lot 

I'll always love yu honey but I can't be 

Ahat I'm not