it still hangs there in my head. it won't end. like a 
dead bird in the air that just won't fall to the ground. 
i could run away to moneta, wyoming. or red lodge, 
montana. or maple grove, minnesota. but i can't let go. 
we're connected for good, ain't we? when will this tether 
a moron, i think have possibilities. i could go to 
antarctica and bury my head and what's left of my heart 
in the snow, but my love just wont go. am i sick? or were 
we meant? am i being fucked with by demons? is it me 
that's acting evil? am i in the right? or am i wrong? or 
is this just how love is?